I can’t believe it!  I know this makes me sound gauche, but I’m stoked that it worked.  Aye, but here’s the rub:  I am fundamentally a shy person.  I’ve never outgrown this, however I have learned how to deal with it in my professional life.  Still, when I received responses to my request this week, I felt myself start to freeze.  I began to experience the numbness that shy people feel as they try to disassociate from what is uncomfortable to them.  I felt fear.  I felt the need to flee.  What do I do now, I thought, I have to follow through.

So, I picked up the one thing that has always helped quell my fears and resolve my life’s dilemmas:  my pen.  I wrote my interview questions as well as the follow up questions I thought I might want to ask.  Then I started to write this blog post.  Writing has seen me through the toughest times in my life, so it’s natural for me to sort this all out by writing it down.  It helped calm me, and I felt in control of the situation when it was all down on paper.  I felt my comfort level start to return to normal.

Yesterday, I conducted my first interview, and I thought it went well.  My interview subject was very gracious (especially when I had difficulties with my recording equipment), and she gave me great information.  Later, when I checked my email I found responses from the rest of the experts I requested interviews from – all in the affirmative.

I’ve followed up with everyone – just waiting to hear back as to scheduling.  Now, I’m jumping over to my next article and compiling a list of experts to contact.  I’m actually looking forward to my next round of interviews.

It’s amazing how a little success can boost a girl’s confidence!

So, I’m doing it!